My confusion grows...

New Order - Price of Love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvoWN5Jxskc&feature=related

I turn sideways to the sun
Keep my thoughts from everyone
It's a jungle, I'm a freak
Hear me talk, but never speak

New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w77T0AncLKo&feature=related

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say